Post Dedicated to Akash and Jerry
by: naekole
I, have been thinking, a lot lately.
I felt, as though I was in a void at the spur of a moment.
I lost control of myself, and control of everything around me, I wanted out, and I wanted to evacuate.
But then I spoke to Jerry, who is probably one of the most beautiful people I've met since I've come to Monash.
He, made me realize, I am not alone, nor am I on my own.
I smile just a little bit.
However, someone left a comment on my previous blog post saying that I need to stop being a emo little bitch, and well, they're probably right.
Although, sitting behind the keyboard, saying that I'm an emo little bitch while you still continue to read my blog and hate on me says a lot about your character, but that's a different topic all together, now isn't it?
I've gone through a rough patch, and maybe I have not conveyed it DETAILED enough for readers to picture what I am going through.
Sureee, everyone has their own problems, everyone is emo.
I should suck it up, and man up.
I should do this or do that...
Oh, are you still reading?
Well, you see, this is my blog.
A blog is where I, yes the user, vent, rant, write, convey, and, well... speak my mind, but somehow, certain readers wish to control that as well.
Would you rather tell me what I should wear, what I should write for you, or maybe what I should eat today?
I vent because at times, I need to, and I find writing, scribbling poetry, vomiting useless ramblings and being a little emo bitch comforting, BUT if you rather me be like you and sit behind a keyboard and tell others what they should or should not be, I'd rather go ahead and shoot myself right between the eyes before I stoop to a level of pure trolling.
It's been a while since I really kept in touch with anyone.
I read his blog today.
Go ahead, give it a read.
but before I end this, I want to say;
Thank you Jeremiah and Thank you Akash.
xx
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